well today has been a very hard day for me. not only did me and my sis get into a huge fight (big surprise) but i had to go look at houses and i hate looking at houses and found that one of my friends is being such a idiot. i hear that he was letting two girl use him as a post which in my account is one of the stipidest things that he has ever done. and all he can say is " that was an intresting night" which in guy lingo means "i enjoyed every minute of it and would do it again" STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!! that is the kind of attitude that will be his doom. thats wrong. i for one do not want to hear any one being degrated to that level of disgust. RRRRRR guys make me so mad. why do they do what they do. if any guy reads this i would like some answers. why do you play with our minds and hearts? why do you use us as play things than humans that have thoughts and feelings? why do you only want and think about one thing? huh answer that!! and if there are any guys out there who do not think that way then let yourselve out becasue there need to be more men who are comapssionet and understanding.... we girls dont need all romance and jewels but just to have the knowledge that we're special and you wouldnt want to hurt us. thats what we're atracted to. at least us good normal girls and not the sluts you see today. i know what i want in a man and i will not let myself have anything less. i know there will be flaws and there will be aguments but knowing that a man kept himslef hounorable then i will take him. yes we like the romance but you do to or else you wouldn't do it. ya thats right you wouldn't of done it. someday ill find my prince charming and he will have found his qween becasue i will keep myself clean and worthy to have such a man. bow that im done raving... im going to bed and wake up to what i hope to be a new day..... and hopefully calmer. GOOD NIGHT!!

Awe hun im sorry taht thigns arent working out for you with guys...And i also know if you keep beign patient youll find your prince charming because you are defiantly one girl who defiantly deserves it!!!! so smile hun and dont let it get to you. i know it hurts when your hearts been broken. But if you just give yourself time to grieve and then let go, it doesnt hurt as bad. If you need to talk ya know here for ya hun. Luv ya

umm hun i wasn't heart broken i was just mad that adam was being an idiot and let it out on him. but hey thanx

wow thats pretty rough, what happened and why do you keep running into bad guys like this, well I hope you get some better luck, have a good day, TTYL